Friday, August 10, 2018

Free Associating

I'm in Philadelphia tonight -- a quick trip and home tomorrow. I realized earlier today that it's my Friday to post. I have nothing in mind. I've had a long day of train travel and driving around the city, and I'm tired. The other part of this is that when the writing is going well switching gears makes me nervous. I'm afraid I'll lose my flow.

So having nothing in mind to write about, I decided to try free associating. The television is on in my hotel room, and I decided to change channels and write about the next word I heard. The next word was "beer."

Now, I don't drink beer -- except my mother always claimed that she and my father taught me to walk by sending me toddling back and forth between them hoping for a sip of beer from the cans they were holding. I've never been sure whether she was joking. Neither of my parents were party animals. But it is true that like most couples of their generation, they did have beer in the house. I just can't imagine that I was so anxious for a sip that I would allow myself to be manipulated like that. If they had ever given me a sip, I would probably have had something to say about the bitter taste of the stuff.

I do like the Budweiser Clydesdales. I watch the Super Bowl every year for the continuing saga of the trainer and the horses and the dog next door owned by the woman who meets the man. . .

The only beer I've ever tasted and liked was a beer I had in Toronto years ago when I was visiting a friend I had met in Spain. Or maybe it was a lager. Or ale. I don't quite know the difference. But it was rich and full and not bitter. I've never been able to have whatever it was again since I lost track of the friend who might have told me what I had.

That reminds me of losing track of people. I was telling another friend about another family story -- a relative that my mother lost track of and always wondered about. I need to write a short story for an anthology and I'm wondering if I can use that. Maybe I'll have someone walk into a bar or tavern and order a beer. . .

I'm not sure what will happen after that. Maybe the missing relative worked in the bar . . .

Enough free associating. I'm going to write this down and think about it for a bit. So this exercise did serve some purpose after all. I have occasionally tried this when I was stuck for an idea while in the midst of a book. But it never worked this well before.


4 comments:

Tanya said...

You've hit on an important point, that we hold ourselves back when we make our minds stay within rigid boundaries. When we can let go and see what happens, all kinds of terrific ideas show up. We still need to decide what to do with them and which are truly useful, but getting them to appear in the first place is an important step.

I'm a freelance editor working on my first mystery and have been struggling with the setting. An idea came to me in that early morning time between sleep and waking, and I think I'll take advantage of it because it feels like a better fit.

Do any of you struggle with turning off the editor part of your mind to allow the writer to emerge?

Donis Casey said...

What a great idea! The universe can send you ideas that you could never have come up with by thinking inside your usual box.

Frankie Y. Bailey said...

Tanya,

I get some of my best ideas in those moments before waking. It's like being in a dream state but able to direct the dream.

I've gotten better at turning off the editor. I don't mind as much as I used to when I have to start over again because something didn't work.

Frankie Y. Bailey said...

Thanks, Donis! I have more confidence in the universe than I used to -- especially when I'm stuck.